Okay, maybe I do feel like having a bitch fest- today anyway.

Why haven't I blogged in nearly a week? I've been busy dealing with some issues with my daughter. Nothing major, she is fine; just one of those things. Of course, at the same time came a few personal issues. I'm okay with them, too. Just sucks when things start to go bad all at once. Or, at the very least, not go the way I planned.

Today, I tried on the blue swimsuit. Reality struck. I would not be using that suit to bring sexy back. So, I'm getting rid of the suit. And, perhaps, it is time I get rid of several other expectations I have. I'm happy with my weight loss the past year, yet still have my problem area to work on. But lets face it, my body is what it is. The one thing they don't tell you in all those commercials for exercise videos is that your body isn't going to look like that if it isn't meant to...

I spent many years loving a man who didn't love me back. Last year, I finally broke free of that. This year, some of my well intentioned friends have wanted me to explore the option of an old flame. Admittedly, it is a tempting thought. But why? Exes are exes for a reason. And people seldom ever change that much.

Today, I ate leftover pizza. I worked out at a normal pace. And when I got the urge I drove to the bakery and bought a cupcake. Just one small cupcake. I'm a freakin' size one, I think I can have a cupcake...It's time I ease up on myself.