One of my last entries contained a list of resolutions in which I plan to keep for this calendar year. Ones which will venture into the rest of the years of my life changing the person I am into an even better person than I have already become. There is one I did not place on that list. It is quite personal, and may seem a bit general.Be bold.

I can already hear the confused questions of my friends. After all, I am one of the ballsiest people I know. There are not many situations I back down from. Quite often I have been known to let my mouth overload my backside. So, why am I making a resolution to be bolder?

Despite my cool exterior and go-getter attitude, there is a part of me that still fears failure. This would be the part of me that has prevented me from finishing that book all these years, or submitting articles the way I should. It is the same part that made me conveniently run out of time this weekend before framing my photo and calling the one place I am almost positive I can get it displayed for the art show. If I don’t do it, I never fail at it…

So, this year it is time for me to be bold. I must just dive in and go for it. And that is what I will be doing. There will be no more fear of failure. If I fail, I fail. At least I can say I tried.  

I am not thinking about my decisions as much I am just doing them. School, art show,book, and anything else I can think of. I might even make a play for the cute guy.